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Tuesday, May 11th, 2010

Subject:Is it time yet?
Time:9:50 pm.
Mood: amused.
Blah Im 33 weeks pregnant so technaclly I have 7 more weeks to go but since I have to have a c-section I am going to have the baby a week early. Im soooooo ready and excited to have Nathaniel born. I know that once he is born im going to remember how much easier it was while I was waiting for him to be born. Grr haha
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Friday, April 30th, 2010

Subject:Im so physcic sometimes
Time:3:32 am.
Mood: exhausted.
So to answer my 2nd to last post question of is it worth it? Yes it was/is worth it. Never having to sleep alone because I know he will always be there.. Waiting all day for him to come home after work just to get a kiss from him..Hearing my son talk more and more everyday.. calling me mom instead of mommy.. My family not worring about me on drugs.. Its all worth it. K but anyway sir allen went on a rampage yesterday looking threw my friends on my myspace and NOW I have to delete people and only allowed to keep 20 people. Grr lol its all good though cause I wouldnt want him talking to anyone especially bitches. Im lucky that he lets me talk to the amount that I do. Funny thing is I have no guy friends in realz anymore he completly got rid of them. Well anyway im sleepy nite
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Thursday, April 29th, 2010

Subject:stupid phone!
Time:1:33 am.
Mood: anxious.
Jonathan I cant comment on your page my phone gets caught up on some advertizement on your page. Soooo I just wanted to let you know that you suck and here in oregon it rains more than anything eles. One min itll be rainy then itll be sunny then hella hail comes roaring down then sunny again lol its probably one of the most craziest weather states.
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Subject:happy birthday
Time:1:20 am.
Mood: confused.
Today is my husbands birthday! I love him so much. Unfortunatly I am feeling a little down. I sometimes think about the person I was able to be when I was alone. I could talk to whomever I want. I miss my guy friends sometimes. A lot of them had problems tthat I loved to help them with just cause thats the type of person I am not ccause I liked them in a different way. I dont know.... I believe that to get somewhere in life u gotta know people. I feel that ive lost a lot of connections. Is getting married and having children not useing drugs or smoking or drinking worth it????
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Thursday, April 22nd, 2010

Subject:f'n doctors
Time:11:09 pm.
Mood: angry.
So I called my doctor who is an ob doctor to see about getting a referal to a sleep specialist. I spoke with the MA and she said that my insurance would probably not cover it and I should go see a pcp. So she gives me a name of a clinic to try to see for my insomnia stating hopefully they are accepting new patients. Wow.... They really care. Isnt that sweet. I freakin hate doctors now'a days. They are fucking lazy and have stupid people representing them. F'rs.
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Subject:Yes!
Time:3:31 pm.
Finally was able to get online and add people to my livejournal! Now to post some things!
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Wednesday, April 21st, 2010

Subject:what the f
Time:11:10 pm.
Mood: amused.
So I totally forgot to call the doctor today. Ugh. Anyway I rearanged the living room making a section for baby care. It has the babys awesome bassinet and a glider and a side table to set bottles and shit like that on and a mirror on the wall. It looks nice. Lol I cant wait to have this baby. Im so tierd of being fat and sober. What a lame combination hah
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Subject:Okay seriously need some sleep help
Time:2:29 am.
Mood: sleepy.
Sooooo I did my moms hair. It looks nice. She liked it so thats all that matters. I have to clean like a bitch today and I cant f'n sleep like always! Oh happy late 420!! I got married yesterday =o) Im now Mrs. Bear! Haha I love it. Side note: Sometimes its hard to have your present run into your past. Im really happy with everything. Allen has been trying to marry me ever since he was 17. Ha cute. Well im going to try to get to sleep and call the docto in the morning and tell him I need some fucking sleeping pills haha dickhead. K night
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Thursday, April 15th, 2010

Subject:sleepless nights
Time:1:24 am.
Mood: stressed.
Ugh. Can't sleep again. I feel like this baby is growing before my eyes and my pelvis hurts ugh ha there is so much coming up in the next few days. Im getting married in 5 days and I still dont know what to wear. We are going to the circus on sat. Thats going to be nutty ha and I have to have the whole house picked up before april 20th because some inspectords are coming to check out ever unit of the apartments. Blah. On top of all that I have to do highlights in my moms hair tomorrow. ZZZzzzzz. Well im going to try to sleep. Ha @ that
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Monday, April 12th, 2010

Subject:Damien's birthday
Time:11:01 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
So today is my sons birthday which I havent even updated my life on here yet. He is two today! I love him =o) I'm going to be getting married april 20th, 2010 to allen who if youve back read my journal you would know that ive loved him for such a long time and met him online when I was 17. Our second child will be born in june 2010. AmaZing huh. I hate using my phone to post. Grr I need a computer ha tata
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Sunday, April 11th, 2010

Subject:After all these years
Time:11:08 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Wow. I cant even believe I am posting a message on my live journal! I havent been on here for years and it's still around i'm so excited! I am posting this from my phone and now I am so anxious to get on a computer to see who still uses this and see my past posting. I'll post more tommorrow! I love live journal lol
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Friday, November 18th, 2005

Subject:Well what the hell
Time:12:16 am.
Mood: awake.
Wow. So It's like 4328957893745890 years later and they still have this live journal shit going on? That's f'ing awesome. I think It is meant for me to use this all over again. So why not. It was fun anyways ! Yay, Fun times. Good to be back with "live journal" =o) Haha
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Tuesday, May 28th, 2002

Subject:Bam
Time:12:10 am.
Mood: anxious.
I haven't said shit in this shit in uh forever ha, ah well I don't know why I'm doin it now but I have nothing better to do I guess.
Ive been doin' a bunch of stuff I normally don't do.
It's kind of fun.
I wonder why I didn't think about doin' it a long time ago.
Haha
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Friday, February 1st, 2002

Subject:Ugh get outa my mind.
Time:5:15 am.
Mood: restless.
So yeah I can't sleep..I went to bed at 11..slept every once in a while but y'noe how it is..now its 5 something and Im up with my cat running up and down the hall way spazing out cus thats wut she does that this time.
I think its cus she gets insanely bored cus she don't have any other kitty friends.
Everyones asleep..No ones online
I gotta work @ 3pm and gotta do shit for my mother at like 9 or 10.
I have so many hours to waste and no one to waste em with aha =o(
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Sunday, January 20th, 2002

Subject:Mm..Aftershock.
Time:11:04 pm.
Mood: bitchy.
So it's 11 something and Im sittin hea on a sunday night being REALLY bored and wishing Id get a phone call that I should have got 3 days ago. Damnit. Anyway I decided to turn to liqour to keep me sane because If I didn't have it Id probably be tripping the fuck out right about now.
Burr.

Over an out, losers
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Wednesday, January 16th, 2002

Subject:Ah shut up
Time:12:12 am.
Mood: frustrated.
Well.. I'm pretty much erk'd right about now.
Jesus, why do I upset myself so much. Ha
I wish I could figure that one out. It's like I don't have much shit to worry about or want to worry about but when I do I just over react inside and it drives me loca.
Just give me a damn ticket to wisconson ! Arghhh.

By the way my cats in heat, she wont stop being a lil slut. aha
thought Id share cus her meowin is drivein me in fuckin sane
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Friday, January 11th, 2002

Subject:C e l oso
Time:1:21 pm.
Mood: tired.
Hi.

Man, I have to go to work today. That's so mental.
Everyone seems to like to say to me "I wonder what happend to you sometimes" "You arent the same anymore" "I liked the old you"
and then I look at them with this I don't know what you want me to do about it look and then they have nothing to say. It's like people don't realize that people can change and will change even if they don't want to.
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Wednesday, January 9th, 2002

Subject:No use for you . .
Time:1:07 pm.
Mood: tired.
Yeaaaaaaa, Dentist appt, in a few minutes, Gag me. I don't want to go. It's not the fact that I hate the dentist, It the fact that I hate the vibe of being there and what they do to your mouth. Ick.
After that its right back to bed I go. Haha Probably not tho.
I love not haveing to work. It's such a treat !

Vapor Action ! aha

lates
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Sunday, January 6th, 2002

Subject:I hate you all.. =o)
Time:11:57 pm.
Mood: drunk.
K so its like almost 12 I gotta work tomorrow Ugh but o well.. 3 days off after that.. by the way aftershock is good
I needa sleep
UR GAY ha

toodles
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Tuesday, January 1st, 2002

Subject:Queer !
Time:11:18 pm.
asdfhasdhf Blah blah blah
Ha


The End

=o)
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